It has been a long time,
since that day you said
you loved me.
I wish you had not
said that.

I almost believed you.

I guess I
choose
not to believe that you were
lying.
Perhaps you thought you
know what it was.

But you didn't.

It has been a long time,
since that day.
I don't think I regret it.
Some part of me
needed
those tears.